Photography & Thoughts
cordial Art with Jazz
- To the Lord of Beginning and the End -
Every starting sentence is completed by the end phrases.
The starting point was always vague,Unsure where to start, unsure why to even start.
It’s basically like drawing your life on a piece of blank canvass, not sure how would the drawing turn out to be,
With multiple questions in mind,
Should I start from the top or the bottom or the middle, slightly to the left or to the right?
I’m pretty certain every line and colour meant something,And every moment in life holds meaning.
I came from a blank, and I didn’t want to remain blank,So I started from somewhere,
Though randomly, at least from somewhere,
But somewhere had me ended in a place where I was at my worst: the study of mandatory obedience.
I was unruly, I was obviously incapable,
Not to mention unqualified,
Should have been disqualified.
Yet, I was placed on this moving train,
To paint my life with only a pencil without an eraser, which I had gotten from a stationery shop I completely dislike, euphemistically speaking.
Unskilled, without artistic vision,
I was seated to paint with nothing in mind but only an empty dream,
Heading to an open stream.
It was an uneasy journey on the train,
Rooftops leaked, cabins reeked,
Plenty fled, even in speed.
Yet my giddiness kept me on board,
And my curiosity had me moved forth.
I drew, on a shaky table,
I had drawn, on the water stains,
I drew, right up to the window and table,
I had drawn, despite the lightless days.
And here I am, with my touch on every corner of the cabin,
It isn’t perfect, it isn’t within the rules,
But I’ve received the knowledge of what hold watercolour, and what don’t,
And despite the imperfection of my deliverance,
I’m of utmost contend with my journey.
And here I reach a starting point,
Where to look back is to discover His drawing, not mine,
His all graceful painting, not mine.
The product of his is present,
Whereas mine was a gift,
Without His directions, I’m sure I would be absent,
This moment is definitely also a gift.
A moment to start, a moment to end,He’s the reason I started, He will be the reason I end.
❤️ Amen ❤️
Officially Graduated to a mysterious future ✌🏼